Mark Twain Two Reigns of Terror Quote never gets old. People are blind to all the normalized terror around them that happens soley because one class seeks to maintain its dominance over the class they exploit to make thier lifestyles possible.
Admitting that is good. If all you've heard about China is the kind of propaganda you hear in the West, then you're going to have a distorted view and think the kind of things you do. But that's not an informed opinion, that's just repeating the anti-China messaging from Western countries.